Dh lbih kurang sminggu rsult SPM kluar.
Akuuu redha sbb aku pcaya ...
Allah knows the best for us riteee.
Hmm tapi sedih sgaaat, rsenya kalau ikut prasaan smpai harini aku akn nangis tgok slip rsult SPM tuu.
Sedih sbb aku dh mgecewakan umi abah.
Yg ni btul2 aku kcewakan mrekaaa.
All is my fault.
This was silly mistake and i won't repeat it again. Keep my word umi :')
Ni mmg salah aku, aku degil, aku main2, tak fokus pda apa aku nak, terlalu leka, aku aku aku ...
Nmpak tk btapa bnyak aku yg aku tulis. Itu mnunjukkan those things happened bcs of mee.
Mmg dh Allah tkdirkan mcm tuu tapi snanye aku ni haa yg tk serius blajaa.
Sibuk hal lain.

Paaaaaling sedih rsult aku tak sehebat mreka berempat. Me is so sad. Terribly sad.
Org lain tu aku tk kesaah nk bgus mna sbb aku plg rpat dgn mreka berempat time2 exam tuu.
Ye korang ckp rezki aku bkan kt sni okaay mmg btul taapi hmm ni smua sbb aku yg tak serius blaja.
Kdg2 rse terbantut nk online bilaa tgok mreka yg excellent tu ckp psal scholarship or something yg aku mmg tk boleh dpt based on the result.
K nak sedih tkde gunaa dh.

Hmm aku akur dan bsyukur atas apa yg aku perolehi.
Mudah2an dpat smbung study course yg ssuai dan tmpat blaja yg baik environment diaa, inshaaAllah aamiin.
Perlu tukar sgalanya, smgat blaja yg bru, cara blaja yg bru, cara pemikiran yg baru and ofcourse akuuu yg bukan aku msa kt SMAP! Back to be Wara yg serius blaja mcm kt SAIKHAD ;) Yesss i will.
No more tears bcs of failures.
NO MoReeEeEeeEE baby.

Bila rsult mcm ni, maluu nak jmpa sdare mara.
Pleaseeee smua jgn salahkan umi or abah, this all my fault.
Umi mnangis dan tkut org ckp diaa sibuk nk smbung phd diaa tpi rsult exam anak tk cmerlang.
I'm so sorry dear mommy, i know you felt very dsappointed buut please yeah give me a chance to fix it.
Dear daddy thanks for ur advices.

Dear youuu, hopefully we'll be more matured after this xpecially me laaa yg slalu emotional kan.
Congrates on ur rsult, better than me tpi i takde C ;p
Umi sorry, how can i run away from bong hmm.
I promise takkan serabutkan kpale lagi dh dan cmpur adukkan hal dia w my study.
Give me a chance umi !
And janji if dia ada adik angkat ke scandal ke i tkkan fkir pnjg and just move on and forget him.
I will umi !

Dear friends xpecially yg 4 org tuu *fahamfahamsape*,
CONGRATULATIONS atas kejayaan kalian.